Quo Vadis...

Am leaving for the big show tomorrow... dont really know whats gonna happen, and immensity of the moment just over burdens me. I know theres nothing so huge that it cant be shrugged off, Richard Bach said in Illusions,

The best way to avoid responsibilty is to say that I have none.

But rhetorics like these just dont work anymore, i know if i lose, all i'll lose is just something that was never mine. But then doing a course in MBA, a primer on accounts does teach me about Oppurtunity Costs.

Still, is it only the financials that trouble me? Or am i afraid of my self? Isnt this doubt that causes the tremors in the ground beneath my feet.... Isnt it my eyes that see the sky hazy? When you know you are not prepared, even the greatest of all warriors, fear the battles. But is heroicism lie, in the seizing the moment, a la carpe diem! Or does it lie in the meticulousness of preparation? Where does the real glory reside? What color is the crown to me?

Questions Abound
Answers Unfound
Revelations Profound
But where are they?

I know the coming time
Along with its footsteps brings
The answers to all that i want
And more confounded things.

So let me wait, till the time shall tell. I'll just chew my nails!

Importance of being earnest...

I remember, in my class 9th there was this play, 'Importance of Being Earnest'. Right now, i dont remember the name of the playwrite who authored that play, neither do i have the will to Google out for that. I'll just finish, what i am writing, and then I'll collapse... I guess I am too tired for the day, and the night is still far far away.

So what we were discussing was, the importance of being earnest... And the fact is that we are not discussing at all, what i am trying to do is, to sermonize. Which is earnestly what i am doing by writing this post.

I think i have had enuff of the crap, and more importantly YOU have had more than enough.

But i hope you all get my point earnestly, that it is not always good to be earnest. Had i been faking things i cd have churned out a better article, but then i just dont want to, and that is calle being earnest with myself. When i started i had thought, i'd write this and that and the other, but then somwhere in the way, my enthu got diffused, and so here i am just increasing the number of words so that i have something substantial to post.

But i cant carry on longer! At last.. i stop.